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Friday, April 3, 2009

ANG MAHIWAGANG KWENTO NG MALUPIT KONG BUHAY by Chii_cute

Ako po si Darla Sophia M. Santos, pangalawa sa 4 na magkakapatid. Ni minsan hindi naramdaman na may pamilya, ni minsan hindi nakaramdam ng pagmamahal. Minsan napagisip isipan ko, bat ganto ang buhay? Bat mga kaibigan ko magaganda ang buhay? Bat dapat maiba ang akin? I’m always thinking do I deserve this? Malaki ba ang kasalanan ko sa mundo, na kelangan ako parusahan ng ganto kalala? Lahat binigay ko para mapasaya sila, lahat nang gusto nila pinilit kong gawin, pero bat ung gusto ko di man lang nila magawa gawa? Bat ganun? Hindi ko talaga maintindihan ang buhay. Akala ko ba patas lang tayo ginawa ng diyos? Pero bakit may masaya? May malungkot? Pero naniniwala ako na totoo na patas tayo ginawa, napagisip isipan ko, ang pagiging malungkot ay nasa akin lang ba? Akin lang ba toh kung gusto kung maging masaya o malungkot? Hayy, Does or can saddness overcome happiness?? some may say yes some says no... or maybe it depends... for me yes... that saddness can overcome happiness... mas mabigat ung saddness n nrramdaman ko... uu happy ako becoz of him... simply bcoz of him... pero minsan nttabunn ng saddness ung happines..

uu nkikita ng mga tao n masayaka... nktawa... nkngiti... parang walang problema... but behind those laughters... ur just hiding the pain...uu ganon ako but sometimes when u just can't take it... all you know is that you got to the point that u breakdown... that u jst fall... broken into pieces

that the joy is gone and u jst felt like ur alone... alone to face all those pain... and face all those sufferings... all i can do is just cry... cry till it all run out... the the nxt day... happy k ulit... well ganyan ako... every night... sometimes i feel like stupid crying... cry baby... well its better to cry to tell ur hurt... and para mailbas mo ung sama ng loob mo... gnun lng nmn diba kaso muka kng tanga mgisa kng umiiyak... pero u just can't help it kc wala k nmn mkusap eh... kundi sarili mo... iniicip mo lht ng problema mo... sinasarili mo lhat ng unanswered questions... n gumugulo sa buhay mo... n d mo sure if massagot b or what...

kaya minsan sa gbi mgiicip icip ako then bgla n lng tutulo luha ko... ganun n b tlga ako klungkot ha... :(( to the point n bgla n lng naiiyak=))... writting this makes me cry... when would come a night na hindi ako iiyak bcoz of problems... that comes.. kelan kya drting ung time hindi ako malulungkot... ng gnito... keln kaya drting ung time na happyness will overcome saddness?? kelan ha?

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